School in general is wearing me out. Softball has been going great, and for the first time since I have been in college, I would rather just be playing ball than actually being in school. Weird, I know.
I don't know what it is. Maybe it's the fact that I am getting ready to be done with school, or that we are doing so well in softball, or I am just fed up with ridiculous expectations that I haven't been prepared for.
What I get so frustrated about is when you are expected to know something that someone was supposed to teach you, but they didn't because they feel like education is a self taught deal. If I wanted to teach myself, I wouldn't be paying $20,000 a year. I could have bought a book and read it for waaaaaay cheaper than that.
Don't get me wrong, there are several, even numerous things that is so awesome about Wesleyan ATEP. Just this one thing makes it hard. I guess, though, its what seperates the good from the best. I want to be the best, so I put in the time....
I should just suck it up and read a book :)
In other news, we are currently in FIRST place in conference. We don't have it locked up for good just yet though. We play the two teams that could take it away from us within the next week. Big games. Call for big plays. Call for big hearts and lots of hard work. Luckily, my team has all of that. I'm so excited to see how everything will work out. It awesome to be on a winning team again.
gotta love the facials... :/
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