Ryan is in Hobbs, New Mexico. I have stuff I should be doing, but I'm not going to do it.
Sometimes I like nights like tonight, but other times I'm not such a great fan.
Tonight I'm not a fan.
We got back, and I ran to get a birthday present for a five year old. Pretty simple.
Then I came back, and "had nothing to do" (when in reality I have a list of things I need to be doing) but wasted time on the computer. I am becoming very proficient at wasting time these days. I call it "junioritis." I know I am almost done, and because of this I have a case of "pre-senioritis," also known as "junioritis."
Yep, thats right.
I think nights like tonight suck because I miss my family alot. I haven't been home in a really long time, and the future doesn't look promising. I am missing alot of what is happening in my brohter and sisters life and I can't do anything about that. I pray that they know that I love them so so so much and would do anything to be there supporting them if I could. I miss my brother and sister alot tonight.
These are older pictures, but I love both of them!
Ugh, I miss them so much right now!!
Someone else who I am missing something terrible tonight too. Here he is sporting his favorite outfit. The one that makes him be away all the time! At least he looks good in it! :) Wish he were here tonight.
I guess I don't really have much to say right now. Just got some loneliness in me tonight. Nothing that won't pass and be dismissed when I finally get to go home again. and when Ryan finally comes home. Looking forward to that!
ashley
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